My Love Unsaid For A Life Time…!

I have said it a thousand times, though unheard.
I have shown it every minute, though unseen.
I run to you to hug you with passion, but I can't.
I love to yell yes when your eyes ask me so, but I can't.
I wish I could watch the stars laying on your lap.
I wish I could sleep on your shoulders dreaming my life with you.

I know you need to walk away leaving me in this darkness.
Still I love that pain which helps me remember you always.
When my heart aches, I feel that your hands hold me tight.
When my hands shake, I see you walk by my side holding me.
My love may go unsaid for a life time, but I will keep loving you.

I CAN'T

First words I utter when I get an oppurtunity is...
I can't.
I wish to do something, but I myself decide...
I can't.
I lack something which we call confidence, so I say...
I can't.
I myself pull me back from my success and repeat...
I can't.
I might have lost the talent I had because I believe...
I can't.
Now I know I can't, may be bacause repeatedly say...
I can't.
I need to say "I can", but when I try I find that...
I can't.
Even if I try to overcome, my mind still wispers...
I can't.
At last, I'm forced to conclude that it's a fact that...
I can't.